BLEEDING LOVE IS ALL IN THE PAST

I must have been tired and too impatient of waiting for time, or perhaps been blinded with the uncertainties of life everlasting. I must have been out of tuned with the dance of life and turned to where i am not suppose to, hence i swerved.

Life has it's own way to mislead us to a path where we are not suppose to bound and heeding to the crossroad has left us to nowhere but to a broken road where we stumbled, fought back and conquered. 

Bleeding love is all in the past. We are but a wounded soldier whose words can never be heard if we let our hearts beat on its own. If we don't let our heart forget the hurt and the past, we can never move into life's new dimension. 

Life could be meaningless without you and remember that no matter the heart ache the heart break, It's all in the past. We must learn to forgive, to forget, to let go and to love again.

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 "The Past"

Intro:
I was wrong when i hurt you
But did you have to hurt me too
Did you think revenge will make it better?
I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
There's a way to bring us back together

Chorus:
I must forgive you
You must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
The way they used to be
'cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past up anymore

Out of all the good we had
You only keep track of the bad
Though you knew i never really loved her
Didn't anyone tell you yet
That to forgive is to forget
How can you be mad if you don't remember

Repeat Chorus:
I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left
That we haven't try to do
One thing that i'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past up anymore

WHEN YOU LET HER GO

An old and overused adage I've read and heard about finding true love in the person once yours but gone. It said "you only knew you love her, when you let her go". It means you all have the time and opportunity to love and cherish her, but that very rare chance slipped off your hand because you let it pass. Now, no matter how hard you try to win her heart back could never make her turn around, because real love is not the one you've seen and heard everyday but rather it's the one you truly feel from the very bottom of where love is coming from. Absence of such feelings renders your heart numbed but never broken, It stood brave and very still in finding one faithful and fulfilling love. ********************************************************************************* 

LET HER GO by Boyce Avenue

TOO MUCH LOVE WILL KILL YOU

Pardon me, Mama for being neglectful of this site, though i don’t intend to be like that. It's just that my Solitary Valentine puts a setback on my elation to being inlove?

 I’ll figure that later.

 Meantime, as September leaps in, good old memories came to stir. I dig into the piles of my Sweet September, here’s what I’ve got:
 

TOO MUCH LOVE WILL KILL YOU

By

Very Yours Truly 

This song is very meaningful it brings a time when I am too in love with September,
now it only gives Memories.  

TOO MUCH LOVE WILL KILL YOU lyrics

I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I went wrong
Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time
I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose
Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time
Too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won't understand why
You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end...
In the end. 

MY SOLITARY VALENTINE

Baby.....are you there...
see, my hearts bleeding,
but that won't stop me from loving

shall i rely on you?
will i wait for you?

i'm holding on to the bars
and leaning through the walls

that means i'm alone...
but i'm standing on my own

mending.

letting go...

am i...?

for a while, i've been away from the limelight of blogging, 

and i miss writing in its true essence, 

that is, writing and conveying my inner thoughts/truest emotions.. 

i couldn't say that the reason of my absence is because i am traveling most of the time

 or i am overstressed with my very demanding work 

or striving with the familiarity of the unfair,

 but rather my feelings dictates me of the fact 

that, i can no longer write nor take an awesome photoshoot  

because my eyes ceased to tell me how colorful the rainbows are, 

and the voice within me stopped whispering 

the words that could make my heart skipped a bit. 

yes, i've been inlove for a while, succumbed with the fantasy

of finding the rare and real, held it in my palms

felt it in my bones, affecting my soul

yet, that rare kind of love i found

i have to let go 

because i know it's time to

the truth among my lies is realizing that there were only two instance why i am inspired to write, 

that is...

when i am inlove and broken hearted. 

and at the moment, i am neither of the two...

am i..?

GOING THE DISTANCE

i will go the distance, cross the ocean and travel the land, to find my way to your heart...

DETERMINATION

behind every courage is the determination to conquer the giant shadow beside and inside every human.

blame it to the fallin' rain

busy day is it
or was it?
i haven't noticed the time
 it just passed
 and when it hit the hour of 5
 i saw twilight
that means
its time to go
and so i gathered my things up and rushed to the ladder
for i know
He stood there at the blocks
as usual
standing, smiling, looking my way, waiting...
and then i reached to the treshold
 stirring eagerly,
as i am seeing HIM clearly in a distance
like a god perfectly statued
a face you would always wish to see
a cheeks you would always want to touch
a lips you would always longed to kiss
that's HIM i whispered to myself
i motioned to get close
 but as i get nearer
 HIS stance is slowly fading
disappearing
in a panic state i glanced sideways
i saw familiar place
pointing same direction
i know i've been here
but then i stopped
coz when i looked again into the blocks
 i saw an empty space
 and to realize
i'm having an illusion with a vivid memory..
i stared for a moment
wishing my eyes is not telling me right
but when i lift my head
it struck into my mind
that
seeing HIM here
 happened yesterday
He is somewhere else Today
and will never be here Tomorrow....
so i
take aback
walk away
 and 
blink..
one more blink
it must be the fallin' rain
touches my cheeks?
i'm not sure...

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 PAIN IN MY HEART
 Arnel Pineda

TIME

there's so many hours in a day and i missed you every single second of it...


i haven't known time so sweet and precious yet so hasty but the times spent with you...


and, i haven't known time the longest and so sluggish but the times spent with out you...


now that we're apart, i've known time in eternity...

time..when you have it, make the most....
when it's gone, it can never  be yours, again...

leaving and letting go

everytime someone has to leave by your side, out of sight and  out of touch for some reasons beyond your control, it always ends up breaking your heart like a glass shattered into pieces. and you being the one left behind would feel as if the whole world has turned their backs against you.

you held yourself to compose and embrace your fate to console, that all people who comes in and out of your life has reasons for going and leaving, and make yourself believe that in this life, everything happens has  purpose whether it happened by accident or intentional.

so it happened. they've come but they're gone and you're all alone. just give your self a little time to heal, a little space to move and a little air to breathe in, until then you can unchain your heart from the knots of the promises of forever.

put away the pain. until then, you'll find yourself again.

learning the art of letting go...

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THE ART OF LETTING GO - MIKAILA