BLEEDING LOVE IS ALL IN THE PAST

I must have been tired and too impatient of waiting for time, or perhaps been blinded with the uncertainties of life everlasting. I must have been out of tuned with the dance of life and turned to where i am not suppose to, hence i swerved.

Life has it's own way to mislead us to a path where we are not suppose to bound and heeding to the crossroad has left us to nowhere but to a broken road where we stumbled, fought back and conquered. 

Bleeding love is all in the past. We are but a wounded soldier whose words can never be heard if we let our hearts beat on its own. If we don't let our heart forget the hurt and the past, we can never move into life's new dimension. 

Life could be meaningless without you and remember that no matter the heart ache the heart break, It's all in the past. We must learn to forgive, to forget, to let go and to love again.

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 "The Past"

Intro:
I was wrong when i hurt you
But did you have to hurt me too
Did you think revenge will make it better?
I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
There's a way to bring us back together

Chorus:
I must forgive you
You must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
The way they used to be
'cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past up anymore

Out of all the good we had
You only keep track of the bad
Though you knew i never really loved her
Didn't anyone tell you yet
That to forgive is to forget
How can you be mad if you don't remember

Repeat Chorus:
I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left
That we haven't try to do
One thing that i'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past up anymore

WHEN YOU LET HER GO

An old and overused adage I've read and heard about finding true love in the person once yours but gone. It said "you only knew you love her, when you let her go". It means you all have the time and opportunity to love and cherish her, but that very rare chance slipped off your hand because you let it pass. Now, no matter how hard you try to win her heart back could never make her turn around, because real love is not the one you've seen and heard everyday but rather it's the one you truly feel from the very bottom of where love is coming from. Absence of such feelings renders your heart numbed but never broken, It stood brave and very still in finding one faithful and fulfilling love. ********************************************************************************* 

LET HER GO by Boyce Avenue

MY SOLITARY VALENTINE

Baby.....are you there...
see, my hearts bleeding,
but that won't stop me from loving

shall i rely on you?
will i wait for you?

i'm holding on to the bars
and leaning through the walls

that means i'm alone...
but i'm standing on my own

mending.

letting go...

am i...?

for a while, i've been away from the limelight of blogging, 

and i miss writing in its true essence, 

that is, writing and conveying my inner thoughts/truest emotions.. 

i couldn't say that the reason of my absence is because i am traveling most of the time

 or i am overstressed with my very demanding work 

or striving with the familiarity of the unfair,

 but rather my feelings dictates me of the fact 

that, i can no longer write nor take an awesome photoshoot  

because my eyes ceased to tell me how colorful the rainbows are, 

and the voice within me stopped whispering 

the words that could make my heart skipped a bit. 

yes, i've been inlove for a while, succumbed with the fantasy

of finding the rare and real, held it in my palms

felt it in my bones, affecting my soul

yet, that rare kind of love i found

i have to let go 

because i know it's time to

the truth among my lies is realizing that there were only two instance why i am inspired to write, 

that is...

when i am inlove and broken hearted. 

and at the moment, i am neither of the two...

am i..?

city life

some wishes to see and reach the peak of the stairs of a high rise building or make believe that city life is a life that is as good as it gets... i can't tell that, cause i haven't been there

moonlight shines on me

darkness falls, her heart falls apart, blinded with fears, with tears...only the moonlight consoled and gave her comfort...

solace

keeping at guard with your sanity is finding solace with your sobering thought

STRANDED

it doesn't matter being stranded to wherever, far or away, as long as i am stranded with you...

last glance and recollection

...and a last glance to where we've been are recollections of the places and faces we've seen, so this is farewell ... just remember i love you <3

UNCERTAINTIES

the uncertainties of the immortals begins in a journey at the end of a road less traveled...

BOREDOM AND LONELINESS

taken at the bay of whitebeach, puerto galera, oriental mindoro

boredom and  loneliness or what ever you call it. 
you may ask the person in your left or the broken-hearted.